Fifteen minutes worth of randomness

Randomness before I leave my job....ready and......go

1. I fall in love way too easy within my friendships. I honestly love my close friends like siblings
2. I would go to the ends of the earth for Kentucky State Track and Field
3. I truly believe I'm Super Woman and teaching will be my way of saving the world
4. I am still scared of the dark....I thought I outgrew it as a child but nope
5. I'm currently taking the biggest leap of faith in my life and I am scared out of my mind
6. Lately I've been at war with my own decision making
7. The next year of my life will unfold before I can understand it all
8. The church I currently attend is helping me bury the monsters in my childhood
9. I never realized how many burdens I carry on my shoulders until this school year
10. I'm slowly laying down all my burdens and I feel brand new
11. My next tattoo will be on my shoulder, "Matthew 11:28 Come to me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest." -Inspired by the weight thats being lifted off of me everyday
12. Everyday I'm dying....EVERYDAY I'M DYING.....as a sinner...I am not sinless....but I am sinning less...
13. I feel like there's a Revolution going on in my life and I'm the musical director ....ACTION
14. The word transformation is a epitome of my life right now
15. I feel like I'm on my road to full maturity and adulthood.....but I'm still learning
16. I'm starting to trust people more
17. I am a little more open to my feelings now....
18. I'm still not a hugger..YIKES.... I can't get down with hugging everyone....try again next month
19. My drinking has taken a dramatic halt.....
20. My Senior athletic season is currently a blur.... I can't keep up...everytime I turn around....it's the last something...
21. I'm somewhere in between lost and meeting a breakthrough right now....but prayer has been pushing me closer to a breakthrough
22. My two close friends right now are people who I never thought would be more than classmates....

And That's it....

Kirk Franklin -Smile

I dedicate this song to recession, depression and unemployment. This songs for you.



Today's a new day, and there is no sunshine. Nothing but clouds, and it's dark in my heart and it feels like a cold night. Today's a new day, where are my blue skies, where is the love and the joy you promised me you tell me it's alright.



(I'll be honest with you)

I almost gave up, but a power that I can't explain, fell from heaven like a shower.



(When I think how much better I'm gonna be when this is over)





I Smile.....

even though I'm hurt see I smile.....

I know God is working so I smile.... Even though I've been here for a while.....

I smile....

SMILE......

it's so hard to look up when you look down. Sure would hate to see it when you give up now. You look so much when you.....

SMILE......

so smile....

Today's a new day, but there is no sunshine. Nothing but clouds, and it's dark in my heart, and it feels like a cold night. Today's a new day, tell me where are the blue skies, where is the love and the joy that you promised me ,you tell me it's alright.

(The truth is) I almost gave up but the power that I can't explain fell from heaven like a shower.

I smile....

even though I hurt I'm hurt see I Smile....

Even though I've been here for a while.....I smile

Smile....

its so hard to look up when you look down. Sure would hate to see it when you give up now. You look so much better when you......

Smile.

Smile....for me....










can you just.....smile for me....

smile for me.....

can you just.....smile for me.....

you look so much better when you...................

you look so much better when you.........

you look so much better when you.....

you look so much better when you........


(and while your waiting)

you look so much better when you.........


(and while your praying)

you look so much better when you.....

(look in the mirror)

you look so much better when you......




(always remember)

you look so much better when you.....

I almost gave up, but a power that I can't explain fell from heaven like a shower.

I smile....even though I'm hurt see I smile...

I know God is working so I smile...even though I've been here for a while....I smile....smile....

it's so hard to look up when you look down. Sure would hate to see it when you give up now. You look so much better when you smile....

so smile.........