Day one -Pre Season Workout

Official day one of my pre season workout for Cross Country. No longer the athlete but the coach. I'm a little nervous but I'm ready. This won't be my first time coaching so I have some experience. But coaching at the collegiate level will be a lot different than coaching 5 and 6 yr olds.

Let me get back to the point that I'm working out and not me and the team. I feel like if I'm in shape and working out I can help the men and women of my team more. I'm a little late officially starting my workout but its cool. If you ask....hell yea I'm ready.

Cotton Candy Dreams

Don't sale me no cotton candy dreams
Sweet when you taste 'em but dissolve in your mouth
Only leaving behind color and stickiness
Can't get full off of cotton candy dreams
You can eat as much as you want but the end result is only a belly ache
Don't sale me no cotton candy dreams temporary sweetness
No cotton candy dreams you pick the color
But the cotton candy dreams sounded so good at first
Until that cotton candy dream never became reality
Cotton candy dream
Not worth standing in line for
When waiting is forever
Cotton candy dream
Oh sweet dreams
Cotton candy dreams
Or a sour nightmare
Cotton candy dreams

In my feelings...

Grasping reality more each day
In my mind I'm running, just not sure which way
I'm stuck at crossroads scared to move across
If I'm the MD of my life, then why is everyone else trying to be the boss
Tired of being lost
Being a helping hand has come with great cost
And while I sit dreaming of positivity
Remembering broken dreams brings negativity
Lost hope
End of my rope
Drowned in my sorrows
Fake smiles and laughs takes away questions of tomorrow
Perfect picture portaits waiting to be revealed
But falling from the wall that my goals were first nailed