Life is full of constant learning.
We see the light at the end of the tunnel but close our eyes.
We know what's best for us but choose otherwise.
When we finally learn sometimes its too late.
Funny how mistakes can determine our fate.
Missed oppurtunities and crushed dreams.
People swim in rivers of saddness from their tear streams.

Life is full of constant learning.
Smile a little, your joys within.
Speak life on yourself, lifes is full of change don't give in.
And when life get hard as it sometimes will.
Keep your poker face despite the deal.
Happiness is the courage to face your fears.
Joy is prevailing in spite of your tears.

Love is patient, love is kind.
Heart to heart, love is a slow wind.
Love is a never ending journey.
At times ending with broken hearts and mourning.
Love is happiness and hope.
Love is encouragement when your at the end of your rope.
Life....is full of constant.......learning....

The Apology

Sorry.
Everything I've ever done.
Every fear that I've hid from.
Sorry.
Life has been a movie and I'm the musical director.
Hopefully when I fall asleep God looks at me and says, "Angels protect her".
Sorry.
I'm a little lost in thoughts.
All my nightmares surround my faults.
Sorry.
Nothing more stronger than I apologize.
One wrong move and they plan your demise.
Sorry.

More Flowers...

Tears never wiped and hugs never given.
A pinch to your skin to know you're still living.
Emotions bottled and tossed into the sea.
If I leave your side will you cry for me?

Distant but always by your side.
My soul felt your pain everytime you cried.
Your open wounds just like my open wounds.
Similar life stories told in different rooms.

Secrets shared and life stories compared.
Silence swore,unspoken unfair.
But I couldn't leave the conversation to stay right there.
I had to tell one person as the agony pulled at my hair...

Time stopped and I cried tears to God.
Prayers flooding my heart with every breath of my sobs.
On the outside I'm thinking..
But on the inside I'm sinking.

Then that whisper in my ear.
Telling me to be strong to comfort their fear.
The whisper saying they trust you...so always be there.
Don't worry if your responses don't always seem fair.

The final whisper said...more flowers Fatimah...more flowers
No more weeds in your life....just flowers....