Dear Life,
I understand isn't meant to be easy. My road isn't suppose to be a straight shot. I won't be happy all the time. Ill cry on sunny days. I'll lose sight of all my dreams. I'll panic. I'll bitch. I'll scream. But I won't complain. This nightmare I'm walking in has some hope somewhere. I'm thankful for the prayers. My dream is still alive.
Today I lost it. All the focus that I have tried to hold onto went head first out the window. I found tears streaming down my face and every possible thought rushing through my head. Between school and my ankle I am crushed on the inside. I'm truly lost on my road to somewhere. But currently I'm going nowhere. Life seems to be a standstill ... I guess I'm scared to really grow up or scared to fail at growing up. I know nothing is suppose to be easy. But I didn't know life would feel how it does now. I still plan on finishing my last year of school strong and have a smiling face in December. LetLs see how all of that works out.
