In my feelings...

Grasping reality more each day
In my mind I'm running, just not sure which way
I'm stuck at crossroads scared to move across
If I'm the MD of my life, then why is everyone else trying to be the boss
Tired of being lost
Being a helping hand has come with great cost
And while I sit dreaming of positivity
Remembering broken dreams brings negativity
Lost hope
End of my rope
Drowned in my sorrows
Fake smiles and laughs takes away questions of tomorrow
Perfect picture portaits waiting to be revealed
But falling from the wall that my goals were first nailed